Everything happens for a reason...

it's been sum time since i last updated my blog..well, a little bit of changes though..dats im wking @ Nomura for around 1 month nw...& y am i here blogging on dis fri noon? it's coz I haf been on mc dis past daz...my gastric has alwaz been weak, and suffers from gastritis every nw and den...bt for dis most recent stomach flu, i guess it shld be food poisoning!! coz i vomitted and had diahroea more dan 5 times on dat day in office after i had my lunch. I had my lunch @ Philip St, roasted meat rice & a watermelon juice. I suspected culprit to be de juice coz i rem see-ing de uncle pouring de juice from a container..well, i guessed dats where de bacteria came from..Tink i gona haf long phobia from juices fr nw onwards..am on my way 2 recovery after seeing "english" doc who managed 2 stop my diahroea but nt my vomitting..been throwing out everything i took in...so i went 2 eu yan seng last nite and took a packet of de awfuli bitter med...been feeling beta though still can feel my stomach exercising inside...nw, got dis wkend 2 fuli recover..
Anyway, next mth is my bdae mth, which is de mth u will spend alot!! coz there's a lot of promotions gg on specially 4 u!! keke, anyway, i oni gt a few tings on hand being planned out and after execution, wun take me too much of my assets!! afterall, its my bdae mah, haha...so i still gt my walking-atm !!! kekeke...& aug is my graduation ceremony...which i will attend in SIM..so im declaring im a full time worker slave...=(...my next aim is 2 be a full-time taitai!!! haha!!
been taking yoga past weeks wif huiling & i would say we r still de "un-bendable" in our class...haiz, i oreadi resign 2 fate since i was in sec sch...

My thoughts: i alwaz tink dat every1 in dis world is made up so differently, be it character, physical looks, selfishness, generousity, etc...sumtimes i was tinking, y cant de world be perfect in my mind..so we can live very fulfilling, happily, juz for dis 70-80 years on de earth...c'mon, every1 dies...but afterall, everyting happens for a reason, guess $ is de main culprit..i wun say $ is de most impt, bt it shall follows right behind ur health...ppl changes & ppl do tings all coz of $...& dats wen i look around me, analysing around me, which nv fails 2 leave me wif a sigh...

I hate de period Im gg thru nw...I hate being unable 2 find a job..de feeling is so diff wen I juz came out fr poly unemployed...u dun reali haf any stress, in fact de stress dat came 2 me @ dat time was oni fr my mum..i guess every1 went thru dis? feeling so low, depressed, etc...ironically, nw my mum din stress me, she understand de crisis nw...its kindda feeling reali scary wen as time goes by, daz goes by, and mths goes by, wen u gt less dan 5 calls...out of dis calls, all r asking u 2 sell insurance...& of coz de plight i am @ nw, is much more stress as I nd a new hse...i nd 2 buy a hse of 500k+...i need a loan ..and definitely i need a job...pressures cum fr 1 side, its as if u r de jinx who caused de inability of both desired flat...well, each can alwaz speak louder wen u r employed...dats de cruelty of de world...or rather 2 say, wen u r rich...den u dun nd 2 be employed...haha...so many tings 2 wori wen expectations r high, again, dats de society.
Alrite, u may say, juz go & anyhw find 1 job lah., i mean dats wat every1 will tell u, am i right? juz like hw i wld tell others...is it reali dat easy as u speak out dis sentence fr ur mouth?? de ans is try urself...i cant even find an office job nw...so i wanted 2 reduce myself 2 childcare teacher, stil currently on de way, hoping ppl wun rule u out as over-qualified? its tiring, seriously...much more tiring dan u guys wking nw...u tink its easy? so lets exchange roles nw...since u will envy me nt hafing 2 wake up early, blah blah blah...
So, juz grab any job on hand? ya, toilet cleaner or macdonalds? seriously, Im not as noble as sum...gif me 2k nw & i'll be more dan hapi...1.8k?? of coz take...i dun haf a choice rite?....

Womans' Entry

I read fr sumwhere saying dat a r/s or marriage last longest wen de female partner is prettier (more attractive dan de male) coz woman species tend 2 be more faithful...wen de male is more attractive, there goes ur luving r/s....as male r born 2 be more 花心 and casanova...so gers out there, rem 2 alwaz look 4 a partner less attractive dan u...But but but....there r alwaz otherwise...& they seems 2 be rising!!~ ugly guys changing their hearts in dis century!~ I've seen cases of dis...wat I haf concluded is dat nwadaz, bitches outside (who steal ppl's partner) dun go all for looks...they go 4 status, $, ability 2 bring dem out...u might be prettier dan de bitch, bt u cant be bitcher dan de born-bitch loh!~ coz u r alwaz de authentic & guys switches taste 2 fake stuffs sum times...well. I wouldn't condemn all guys of coz...there r alwaz gd ones out there...if nt, i wun be hafing 1 myself nw too...it's alwaz a risk u haf 2 take & if u reali fail, u will learn so much more..seriously, u will be thanking de bitch who has stolen ur partner coz she made u see de real him...alot of ppl seems 2 be very devoted but i will say MAYBE they haf yet 2 meet their opportunity...hey, I experienced dis once, so of coz haf abit of knowledge on it...& tinking back, found myself a fool 2 de lies being made yet im ignorant abt it...anyway, I muz thank de bitch for helping 2 save my youth...keke...

Well, I alwaz envy couples out there being 2gether for so long, yet remain reali luving...bt sum cases do prove me otherwise again...haha...sumting still happen...
My suggestion 2 my kids next time is not 2 haf r/s too young as they wun last bah...keke...waste time & $...but i noe they wun listen...so let dem haf de experience & grow up fr it, is another alternative!~ they haf a choice...my personal opinion is 2 haf a 2-3 yr r/s and get married & enjoy honeymoon for another 2-3 yrs den haf kids...they do bring wonders...erm, dats my personal opinion lah,..excluding dos cases of 老牛吃嫩草...dats not happily ever after...of coz, de ultimate key 2 long lasting luv is TrUsT, CaRe & cOnCeRn....=)

Slacking

Wow, it's been more dan a mth, rather dan 2 update daily, dats 2 follow de rules of blogging rite?? but im too lazy le...keke...sum more monthly update will gif u a go at all de lastest ting mah!~

anyway, exams r juz over...& im still jobless...haiz, y do i alwaz graduate @ de wrong time..i noe lah, ppl will say "u dun so choosy lah"....bt I am dat choosy mah...anyway, oso no calls...so i dun even haf a choice,...so juz get married, haf kids, den stay @ hm mahjong & shopping izzt!~? wait till my hubby is a millionaire..keke...btw,u noe wats de higher level of millionaire, trillionaire & zillionaire?? its SQUILLIONAIRE...duno true anot...dats wat i read fr de book..

Just after my exams, went 2 Phuket!~ I luv Phuket!~ coz i luv 2 massage, do mani/pedi, shopping for things much more cheaper dan SG, go seaside, snorkeling & hafing tom yam goong..=P but 1 ting i hate is de soft drink & water..anyway, i daren't drink de water there, so nd Evian...de soft drink is damn sweet & i dun like de taste too...de sellers r atrocious, "knocking" us like tourists..a dress for 500 baht?? they tink we toopid or wat...so everytime they offer sumting, we will @ least slash more dan 70%....100 baht...dun wan den dun wan loh, we dun nd it anyway..i tink they nd de 100 baht for rice lata...their attitude sucks too...duno y there's so many indians which we detest de most...its abit racist lah...

After we came bac fr Phuket, my bro went BK...2mr still gota go fetch him..)@&!*^$$....den my sis gg BK end of mth too...we do contribute 2 thailand's economy..hopefuli end of yr can go another vacation!~ dar gg bac his mother home end of mth too...

Went shopping wif Janis yest...din buy anyting except food!~ she bought a gucci wallet wor...tld her she will regret like me...but she dun wan listen, & happily using it nw..den she tld me her successful fake eyelashes...keke.. seriously, i nv touched my eyelash on these stuff b4, coz my eyelash very stubborn, so i gav up on applying mascara or do anyting wif it...leave it for my wed day bah!~ so i can look gorgeous!~ *fingers crossed*
If u guys c me on de street, dun be surprise 2 c me wearing cotton-on mules...haha..coz dats de oni mule dat wun hurt...& cheap cheap too!! haf been spending so much $ on mules in de past but alwaz oni worn once...my room has been piling wif home slippers too...been buying for my future home...haha...so I wonder hw many feet I haf & when is my new hm cuming...still a long long way...so envy of U, Huiling...she gt her new home!!~ I wan go visit u sum day le...

My results will be out on 4th June!~ Amen~!! hope nth goes wrong & look forward 2 a hapi stage in life!~ ^.^

Look after ur $, ur $ will look after u...

Last last nite, erm...should I say dawn bah...I was awaken by a very loud horn, followed by collided sound, followed by a loud shout....i was tinking, OMG!!! accident!! dun tell me de person die, dats y sum1 shouted?? b4 I gt up, i oreadi heard my bro, parents opening de door 2 go out & see...so i joined wise...it was a motorbike collided wif a car, (a mum who is sending her 2 kids to de sch)...fr de dent of it, could c dat de car is turning in, while de bike is gg straight...it muz be gg damn fast...& woman who drives, cant c vehicles...hai...luckily, de motorist was still moving & being sent 2 hospital...

Reading de news on 阿桑's death, I was reali very shocked...I mean she was so young & lively,..still could rem janis's fav singing song in KTV《叶子》...haiz...so life is so unpredictable..it nv fails 2 make me ponder & reflect...it makes me to treasure all de tings ard me more & live everyday happily...Like I alwaz said 2 darling...we haf oreadi walked thru 1/3 of our lives...stepping into de 2/3 of it...by de time we reach end of de 2/3, starting de 3/3, we would haf been senile....so bascially, we r juz left wif 1/3 of our lives!!~~ ard 30+ more years?? after dat, wait 4 death...keke...its true lah, we aren't on dis earth for long...so do wat u like, dun be unhapi, life so goes on!~=) shop & buy watever u like!!~

Speaking of de devil, Im indulged into the books of Sophie Kinsella, (de shopaholic!~)....u guys shld juz go & read, its reali funi, relaxing, a soft getaway!~

Tinking of marriage, house, wed, I became stress today...argh...all $...before our dreams could be fulfilled...hope it be a smooth journey!~ so nw 2 de-stress myself, gona continue wif de soft getaway!!~ keke!~

Breathe in & out

I gt no1 to tok 2, dats y im here...keke...haiz, dats de oni way 2 make myself feel beta..nw I do understand y ppl can go crazy staying @ hm...even if u r rich, u can afford gg out shopping, spending, i dun tink dats life...nt 2 mention im nt even rich..human r so contradicting, wen u r wking, hw u wish u can stop wking..& wen u r spending all ur hrs @ hm, hw u wish u r wking..alrite, let me put dat rite..it shld be u r wking a job dat u luv, den everyting is solved!!~ haha..bt dats very very hard...though im a student still...nt quite considered as unemployed, de feeling is totali diff as being a poly student...mayb coz im 27 dis yr le bah...stay @ hm listen 2 nag, go out oso cant shop....

@ least de shortest wish i haf rite nw is to faster finish my sch!!! & get a job dat i dun detest...mind u, is a job i dun detest, not i like..at least im still reasonable here...so dat I can haf $ to do watever i like!!~i wan buy bag, eat sashimi, buy clothes, go facial, massage, do pedi/mani, buy makeup & so so so many tings!!!~ i feel so restricted nw!!~so wats wif de bed!!!~ Im nt complaining, im juz voice-ing out my suffocation...let me feel beta pls... =/

Psycho-logy

It was a norm monday for sch yest, except dat I was hafing a small little test for macro2...hence, I had 2 spent a little more time reading up sum last min materials while on de way 2 sch in de mrt...if u guys haf noticed, on telly recently, there's an upcuming variety show casting de small funi behaviours of SG'reans, esp in mrt...keke...it's so real life...& indeed, I met 1 of dos standard behaviour of US yest....I was oreadi on my Ipod but still can hear dis auntie's loud voice, though she's sitting a few seats away fr me..ironically, she's covering her mouth, trying 2 speak softly..I tink de whole cabin can hear her conversation!~ dats she's tailing her daughter 2 c wat's she dd after sch...haha..toking abt kids using internet & hp etc...thk god my mum doesnt do dat 2 me!!~

When I was abt 2 alight at Clementi, den i realised a guy who was standing so close 2 me, dat his XXX touches my bag.. I was carrying on my arm like hw u wld carry a grocery bag...well, I din care reali much as he din touches me...wen we alight @ de same station, he was walking in front of me, wen he suddenly cum 2 a complete stop coz he saw an attractive lady in 1 of de cabin...I was like....he SEE n SEE n SEE until de train went off..I reali wish I could gif him a kick on his XXX!!!!~ bloody idiotic face...as we walking out of de station, he's looking ard for prey..a sch ger cant even escape...if his eyes could take pic, I tink there wld be millions of gers in his ALBUM...

Cum 2 tink of it, I tink Clementi is a psycho area...ard 2 years ago, wen I was on my way 2 sch, again @ Clementi, waiting for bus...I realised dis man who kp looking @ me wen I was @ de mrt station..den he appeared @ de same bus stop as me. Wen my bus came, he gt ready 2 board like me...& u noe wat he did?? juz wen I was boarding de bus, (ur leg got 2 step up rite??) I saw him pressing his HP button 2 take a pic!!!~ de best ting is he's using de same fone as me dat time...nokia N90...OMG, I quickly use my bag 2 cover juz in time!!~ seriously, hw do we deal with dis kind of psycho?? I swear my shorts is nt dat short!! reali!!~ nt dat kind of sporty tan "sunset bay" ger...keke...haiz...all dis r oreadi filling de whole of my 2day's blog...

Anyway, a quick summary on our last weekend trip 2 Malacca...We met @ 6am & reach Malacca rd 9+, including a stopover...de shops weren't open yet & we juz sat dwn for a white coffee,..had their so called famous chicken rice..OMG, disappointing...it tastes so bad!!~ de meat was dry & hard, any of our stall here jolly well beat dem!!~ However, their nonya chendol was fantastic!!~ bought sum tau sah piah, durian paste etc bac to SG & all of dem tastes reali fresh & delicious!!~ it's a great day there 4 food & I wld luv 2 go bac there soon!~ =D

Refresh pls...

@ dis very moment, im into my 2nd piece of "London Choco Roll".....dats de oni junk i haf been eating ever since I was into my sick marathon...other dan dat, basically, i was juz hafing decent meal of pork & vege...& i was nearly choked by my phelgm dis morn..disgusting rite? keke...i guess de ppl sitting in front of me during lec feels de same too...i dun mean im playing ard wif my phelgm..bt as i cough...i mean irresistable cough, u can reali hear de thick phelgm sound...well, i shall stop harbouring abt my PAST sickness since im on de route 2 recovery!~

1 very impt ting I nd 2 share is de movie I had watched...erm...2 weeks ago? dat was de time wen "Case of Benjamin Button" being screened for sum time...regardless of being on de hit so long, there's still alot of movie-goers..for dos of u who din catch dis show, I muz tell u its a reali reali wonderful movie...1 of de movie dat I wun forget like Titanic...keke...I've gt no idea on hw 2 relate de story here, as afterall, its a more dan 2 hr show...i can juz tell u dat its abt de reversal of life...wen u were born, u begin ur life as a old man, slowly turning young & into a bb...died as a bb..well, interesting isn't it? dat they can actuali cum up wif a movie like dis..it's totali diff fr "Confessions of a shopaholic" which i mentioned in my earlier blog,...speaking of de devil, darling juz bought me another book written by Sophie Kinsella..read de 1st few pgs & can predict it's yet gg 2 be another interesting book too...

My sis came over here as usual yest...& saw de CLEO dat i was reading. Her comment was dat CLEO is for teenagers...dos story like UR MR PERFECT...I beg 2 differ...fr dis so called kiddy articles, u can find alot of sense & fact which u might nt understand until it tells u so...I read de article abt UR MR PERFECT, in which it quoted "Man r paid 4 ur wrong past judgement"....meaning ur current man is being "tortured" juz coz u had ur past wrong experience wif another guy...mayb, kp suspecting their infidelity...haha...=X
Personally, Im nt into HER WORLD etc, as they dun reali haf such nice articles...focus mainly on pages & pages of fashion..

Last very interesting outing I haf 2 share is me & dar had a mini-barbequeing @ Lower Seletar...keke...we bought de instant pit, pre-prepared few piece of chicken wing, hotdog & satays...we were kindda shy wen we lighted de MINI pit, as fire & smoke gushed while others were enjoying their durians...we dun reali noe if dis is against de law, bt juz decided 2 juz haf a mini fun..well,,,i went bac wif a worsen throat!!!~ But i do reali miz dos delicious food so so so much...esp seafood too...dis sun we r driving 2 malacca!!~ 3 cheers for food spree!!~

Vain-Ness

Wenever I log into FB, I will alwaz cum across ppl who added me wen I dun even noe dem, or wen I can c ppl hafing few hundreds of frenz or even thousands!~.....seriously, r they reali ur frenz?? or izzt juz a statistical VAIN-NESS dat u wana create?....fr my pt of view, i tink a norm person will haf 200-300 frens, i mean frens...counting ur kindergarten, pri, sec, poly, jc, uni, neighbours, previous/current colleagues, cousins, uncles, aunties...unless u telling me u r a celebrity, ok, kudos 2 u den...thousands is small case to u...but being a norm person, do u include ppl u met erm, mayb oni once? ur fren's fren's fren's fren's fren, whom u said A "hi" at zouk de other day? haha....if dats de case, mayb u r reali frenly or mayb FB shld add put in ur frens & ACQUAINTANCES....so...hafing 500 frenz shiok? dun u feel tired scrolling thru? wen mayb u juz wana take a look at ur REAL fren?

There's oso another query up in my head...wenever WRX or EVO Zoom thru SOOoooOOo fast, aren't they supposed 2 let u take a look at their face?? Zoom so fast, we oso duno hw u look like, like dat oso shiok?? keke....dats y I alwaz haf alot of pondering...haha...dats y my brain nv rest!!

Hard 2 start...

It's nearing noon nw, & I juz finished reading de 3rd chpt of my new storybk!~ juz had my prawn noodle lunch & sent my mum 2 de hairdresser...phew, such a hot day...definitely, it be pouring heavily later...

[Confessions of a shopaholic, been a motion pic too ] anyway, tok abt my bk...it's such a nice & hilarious story, gathering every single bit of me...a shopaholic..& de tots been running in my mind alwaz, be it toking 2 others or walking dwn de street...IT's ME!!~haha...dats y i enjoyed so much even after juz reading de 1st pg...it's been daz & daz i haf been telling myself 2 start on my law project...till nw, dats still de last ting i haf yet 2 do..hmm...still even unclear of de qn till now...a few more lessons & we'll be approaching de 1 month holiday before exams...i cant wait 2 finish it & no more sch for me...i was still tinking of dd masters..keke...ironic isn't it?

I juz read abt Fiona Xie's kissing dat Utt guy, most probably in sum nitespots, she frequent zouk too..her main comment for dis article was dat they were juz frenz!! it was juz a frenship kiz...Oh my..isn't she too frenly?[I muz comment dat it's a "snake" kiz!~] haha..bet u guys wld reali luv 2 haf her as a fren!~well, she does haf assets...dats de reason?hey, she gt an SLK too...tink I gona haf dat in my next life...hee..

I wanted 2 sell off my LV josephine bag which is an ancient antique dat I wld reduce bringing it out..guess wat? it oni fetch ard 200 bucks...so much for it dat cost me 1300...seriously, i wanted 2 laff wen de shop initiated dis amt..i rather put it @ hm & fetch sum free dust..who noes, dis antique might fetch me millions in years 2 cum!!~ =D

alrite, i gona continue reading my bk in dis lazy fri afternoon....brb...

Small case...

Well, i juz recovered fr a slight fever from yest...it was a sudden attack, bt doesnt last long too...i was in de mrt yest, wen i suddenly felt my throat so pain & uncomfy. so i gt myself a water chestnut & sum lozenges. felt beta after dat...but who noes, while on my way back, i felt my whole body aching & feverish...dats hw i gt my sickness..so i came hm & ate med in de nite, got well dis morn..@ least much more beta le...mayb nt fully recover as i can feel cough is approaching!!~ It's much more beta dis yr compared 2 last yr. In '08, i gt fever every 1 mth,..duno izzt due to my wisdom tooth..ever since it had been removed, i din get sick for sum time..BUT, i still gt 1 more!!keke....*choy choy* anyway, i guess i had been getting cough fr de bubble tea i haf been drinking too..so nw, i reduced de consumption much more loh!!~ =P

After we gt our whitey car, we haf been getting heartpain fr all de ERP & carparking...keke...coz we haf been running town here & there..sumtimes i wld prefer taking public transport actuali..dun nd 2 consider de traffic jam too..However, indeed, wif a car, there's alot of places we can go compared to none...esp to buy food!! haha...coz im a food lover!~

Last weekend, dar's bro & gf came over to SG..so we used dis 2 daz bringing dem around. On saturday, we fetch dem fr de airport & back to their hotel. for lunch, we went Marine parade hawker...Dinnertime, we went Novena for chicken rice. U wldnt believe dat recession is occuring coz its so crowded for steamboat & food everywhere!!~ Seriously, i tink there's nth great abt Novena's chicken rice, its nt hard 2 find nice one...On sunday, we went to china square central where's there alot of shops selling toys..I cant understand y guys can spend hundreds of $ on sumting dat u cant use or eat...& same as y bb cant understand wats wif our handbags too!!~ heehee...we went Don cafe for lunch, where they sell crab bee hoon...its quite nice, can be compared wif Joo Chiat crabs too..sum more gt aircon...ard $16+ per pax...bt if u r nt a big eater, dat $16+ can be shared among 2 pax...@ nite, we went Geylang for my fav froggy porridge!!~ yeappie!~ & da pau a choco cheesecake fr cheesecake house @ east coast!!~ my fav too!! dats y i said wif a car, i can gt 2 eat alot of my fav more frequently...

Dats hw we spent our wkend...Not forgetting de last ting!! bb's bro's gf bought a 2K LV bag too!!haha...i can still rem his bro's face, exactly de same wen we were in US coach's boutique...keke...*sweat*

Conclusion is Guys r all de same & gers r all de same!!~ dats y guys r fr Mars & gers r fr Venus!~ ;)

& 1 last ting 2 share, 2day i read de article abt Edison's scandal, a quote said by Nicholas which I find it so meaningful...“人活住的最大痛苦，就是要离开时的痛苦”。。。

1st post of 2009

Phew!~ It's been so long since I last wrote a blog...well...times in frenster...haha...been so lazy & if u haf been a fan of my blog in frenster, u wld noe dat I dislike writing blog in typing manner...wld rather write it out 1st, more feel wor....

My lastest update is dat I will be grauduating in May dis yr...hopefuli..CHOY CHOY!!~ & haf nt been wking since last yr JUST b4 de toopid crisis...I quitted HSBC as I was taking 4 modules, which was quite hectic..esp in majoring econs...well...i reali regretted...if i had known...if i were god...haha...i slog like hell, oso will nt quit...& every1 noes dat its so hard 2 look for a job nw...esp in banking sectors....i miz my FAT BONUS!!!!~~ to tink i still spend so much in US...contributing to their economy...well, i stil haf darling...in HSBC...HIM GETTING de fatttest bonus...keke...he haf juz been promoted too...i've been so proud of him...he's been reali wking very hard...for his OINK OINK (ME!!) who oni noes hw 2 spend $...keke...kidding lah...i oso gt save $ hor...oni juz dat, i alwaz cant escape fr de claws of clothes & handbags...............wenever i c sumting dat i reali like, i will tell myself I will oni buy it after i haf a new job...my 1st pay check goes there!!....hmm...i tink my 1st pay check will be left penniless....coz i gt so many...

next update is WE GOT OUR 1st CAR!!~ its a whitey lancer EX SP...off peak car...& juz last nite, dar has fulfilled our long last wish of using it 2 fetch me fr school....keke...our next wish is to get OUR 1st HOUSE....

anyway, i hate studying law...which is my final sem...duno izzt de lec sux.,,,i tink ya, he sux...juz hope to get it over asap...in May...& I'll be FREED!~....it's a rainy afternoon...i gota hug my pillow real tite nw & get ready for sch in a short while....*oink oink* sTaY TuNed~~