I hate de period Im gg thru nw...I hate being unable 2 find a job..de feeling is so diff wen I juz came out fr poly unemployed...u dun reali haf any stress, in fact de stress dat came 2 me @ dat time was oni fr my mum..i guess every1 went thru dis? feeling so low, depressed, etc...ironically, nw my mum din stress me, she understand de crisis nw...its kindda feeling reali scary wen as time goes by, daz goes by, and mths goes by, wen u gt less dan 5 calls...out of dis calls, all r asking u 2 sell insurance...& of coz de plight i am @ nw, is much more stress as I nd a new hse...i nd 2 buy a hse of 500k+...i need a loan ..and definitely i need a job...pressures cum fr 1 side, its as if u r de jinx who caused de inability of both desired flat...well, each can alwaz speak louder wen u r employed...dats de cruelty of de world...or rather 2 say, wen u r rich...den u dun nd 2 be employed...haha...so many tings 2 wori wen expectations r high, again, dats de society.
Alrite, u may say, juz go & anyhw find 1 job lah., i mean dats wat every1 will tell u, am i right? juz like hw i wld tell others...is it reali dat easy as u speak out dis sentence fr ur mouth?? de ans is try urself...i cant even find an office job nw...so i wanted 2 reduce myself 2 childcare teacher, stil currently on de way, hoping ppl wun rule u out as over-qualified? its tiring, seriously...much more tiring dan u guys wking nw...u tink its easy? so lets exchange roles nw...since u will envy me nt hafing 2 wake up early, blah blah blah...
So, juz grab any job on hand? ya, toilet cleaner or macdonalds? seriously, Im not as noble as sum...gif me 2k nw & i'll be more dan hapi...1.8k?? of coz take...i dun haf a choice rite?....